Sunday, February 1, 2026

nonfeeling.

crawling into nothingness

yearning for passion from the space of nonfeeling

fantasizing of violent rapture

in-between youtube videos


what am i

what am i doing


mounting pressure of inconsolable ambition in the face of inaction

treated with prolonged inaction

salvation truly lies in commitment



words words words.

words words words

so many words

inside and outside

clashing between themselves

fighting for a hold of the string

like children behind the school

for the place in the engine driver's seat

a trolley problem of ideas

which ones are you willing to sacrifice